NOTHING SPECIAL by Bougie Girl Apparel
He thinks the world of me and why not? I am amazing after all. Alright, perhaps amazing is too strong of a word. But, I am definitely wonderful in my own right. What does he know anyway? I am like his first serious girlfriend and he's almost 30. I totally am gonna get a wedding ring out of this situation No matter what happens, I get to set the tone of his relationships forever. I love having this type of power of someone!
Just wait until we have kids, then I will be in total control for at least 20 years. His family totally hates me and for good reason. They see right through my glossed over semi-raggedy facade. And if he were honest with himself, he knows exactly who I am and what I am about.
However, it's like he needs to have me on this elevated pedestal which truth be told even on my best day I could never even find the staircase to.
Yet, for some reason he is chooses to cling to the dream that I am someone worth sharing a life with.
But, we both know that I am nothing special.