I want to change because my kids are in junior high and they are turning out to be a hater just like their mom.
I want more for them. My hateration has killed many of my friendships and now I am surrounded by "yes people" whom are petrified of pissing me off.
I cry myself to sleep because I know that this affliction has prevented me from being content with the blessings that I do have. My life is a living hell and now my kids are walking the same road and they refuse to listen to me about it.
"Mom, why is alright for you to hate on other people for what they have?"
The sad part is that I really don't have a good answer for their question.